It's been pretty rough for me for a while. I have just been so depressed lately and it doesn't help having PTSD flashbacks of the abuse I went through as a child. And my parents have stepped it up with the abuse, it's everyday now. I'm ignored until they want to use me as their personal punching bag. I feel like I'm hiding on enemy lines write now as I am locked away in my room writing this.
They good news is I have climbed out of the sad hole I was in and feeling better, sad feelings linger, but at least I can function now. I have a lot of cleaning to do that I wasn't able too and I also have about a million others things.
